Surprises on the way!

Oh God i hate what i have done. For three hours i have been changing different backgrounds, font colors, adjusting margins and everything. In the end i think i have done worse. i am tired and sleepy. Have to attend tomorrows class too. i wish tomorrow i wont be a victim of eggs and colors.
I know i will get a surprise party, hehe hilarious to say this.haha So before that i will call everyone and say come to my place tomorrow for my "surprise birthday party". And will warn them not to ask me when cos i have no idea when it is.
All these things is just no fun. its all about aging but for the time being its fun. Last birthday i had a surprise party where the staffs of that place brought the gifts..hehe that was quite unique. Before that about 19 eggs on my head with a surprise birthday party. hahaha and before that a cake and gifts at my place around midnight, haven't expected.. so on and on and the memorable was 10th birthday can always remember the butterfly cake.
Looking back into life i think i have learned great lessons. yet i still have so many things i want to improve or do like things listed below.

• need to be more organized
• have to be little bit selfish
• get a better result
• learn to speak English fluently with correct pronouciation
• want to learn some programming language
• want to be good at sewing
• improve general knowledge
• learn to have fun
• think positively
• want to learn to prepare variety of dishes
• need to improve personality
• have to be more fit
• want to learn western dance
• learn to be more patient
• want to learn hacking and be good at trouble shooting
• want to learn to play musical instrument
  
• make use of time effectively

And so many more.. Till today i realized i have never worked professionaly or have never gone to job. Despite the money i have earned from the tutions when i was in chse and school i have not used any money i earned myself. I have been studying all through out my life. i wonder how it will be like to go for a job and meet people rather than being confined at the house. I am sure it will be awkward to meet people of different personality. how will it be like without having to do exams? not sure:)
Talking about love life, i think i will rather keep personal life myself;)
i know i will get birthday presents tomorrow just like everyone else. In fact before one months time i have been asked what i want as a gift. i have calmly said if there is anything i want its the pins that i don't know where to find it from here. Other than that i don't think i need anything, rather a message or a note will be fine.To sum up i can say this year is the best and worst times i have in my life.
hope everyone will see this after the birthday thingy is over!