Neglected Passion.

wow, what can i say? i feel great!
Gloom pervaded my room when i woke up early in the morning at 5 o'clock. i have to force my interest on books,set of questions i have to answer in order to evaluate my skills. yes,preparation for a small exam i have to attend. i kept on going through the books hesitatingly with anger until the last minute. And with so much reluctance ended up doing well.:)
After that hardly i realized a good sleep would refresh me. sleep soothes me much more than i expected.
A long shower would mean the last thing on my mind. Though i spend an hour in shower. Thinking about life and things i have missed,feeling the tiny droplets of water falling on my head carelessly for hours. No wonder shower relaxed me. still the boredom filled my inner soul making it empty and hollow. Trying to find satisfaction from reading typed( Crl+T ) several times allowing all the bookmarked pages to read.. A name of movie took my initial interest, rest of time i spend on watching the movie rather than reading and going through the sites.

Even then i never realized what i have been missing. With a struck of thought without wasting time i called a friend and told her to come over for dinner. Before she arrived i hasten to do the necessary shopping. when i was on my way out of the shop, heard my name being called. i turned, strange, haven't seen any maldivian around. To my surprise a friend of mine stood near by me "hajja shopping alone" she uttered. i smiled"yeah, should come to my place for dinner tonight". i answered back. Back to home first thing on my mind was to prepare a cashew nut rice, Tandoori chicken, deep fry fish, a curry, dessert "kheer" and some type of juice. when i was just frying the fish my friends arrived, a group of three. By then i haven't prepared the masala for Tandoori which has to be marinated for at least 2 to 3 hours. Immediately i gave up the idea and changed the recipe to my desire for the chicken. And not to forget i haven't bought anything to make curry, there was no lime, no curry leaves, no chilly in the end.. i realized i was too careless to check out before going to shop. however without curry had a quite good dinner in the end with friends.
Recently i have not truely enjoyed cooking much. plus i have given less effort to be more organized. i hope this will bring my passion of cooking back. finally i am happy that i found what i have been missing in the end of the day. my neglected passion.