Busyness is a symptom of modern living

When is the last time I set and wait for someone to call? or watched sunset in a quiet place? or stopped and really watched TV? or rested and listened to music?

sadly, I haven't done any of this in the last two months. Things like this are very uncommon in my life. For several reasons, "TIme" which many people have in plenty i do not get.

Its not just at work i am busy. Not that i have many work to do, but when i get a free time i feel as if i have thousands of uncompleted works. Might be the toilet i have to clean or the shoes i have to clean, the dust bin i have to empty, the drawer which i have not organized, the food i have not eaten, the article i have not read, or the stuff i want to learn the list goes on and on... by the time the day ends i feel as if i have no energy left to stretch a leg.

Busyness is a symptom in my life which i haven't find a cure yet ? i wonder how others survive in this sickness!

passion for the profession

i have heard many people say patience is a key to success. i wondered before to what extent of patience. Having experienced now i can say patience in fact is a keyto success. however at this point i am having this terrible feeling about my career. i am not enjoying the career i have chosen myself. i tried enjoying it but a bad day makes me think why in all the fields i have chosen this one? I had passion and interest in this field when i studied it. i thought after my studies i will work with all that passion and bring about lot of changes As i started working i did not find that passion, that interest, that effort to make things better. Happy to say i have no conflicts with any of my colleagues. The problem is within myself i am not enjoying it the way its meant to be. As the day pass i pray God to end the day as soon as possible so that i can go home. i did not have the interest to use or work up to my potential. of course the pay is good, the work load is less compared to the pay. but i am not enjoying the career? or again can " patience" make things better??

Raey eWn

ooO i can't remember a time i have written anything substantial. Anyway been months since i wrote anything here and makes me laugh reading certain posts and my attitude towards certain things. i don't think i am making this clear i am trying to tell u something here. see the very attitude of me has changed after few months meaning we grow mentally and physically within few days. so for the new year make a promise to change what you cannot change, anything you have thought you cannot change but with little effort you know you can change. make sense !! okay i gotta run...actually not run sleep. bye

you can own the whole world, aa just a little effort. .

Everything we achieve in life takes several ups and downs. To accomplish anything in life first we have to dream, and then day by day we focus on making this dream real. Sometimes it takes, months and several years.
This is what happens. Suppose you want a perfect shape.
You set a goal to gain 5 Kg in two months time. But when you start gaining weight you feel like all you eat goes to your tummy. similarly when you want to lose weight you feel like all your calories burn from all other parts of the body except tummy. You get fed up soon.
See you have worked so hard to that day without worrying about your genetics or earlier shape. Why give up? Or get fed up? The whole universe helps you, when you have passion, love and will to achieve it. All you need is a little effort. All you need is concentrate on what you want t. Important thing is” love”. It reminds me of this song..

tumse hi, din hota hai…
(my day begins with your thoughts…)
surmai, shaam aati hai…
(and the dawns are made beautiful with you…)
tumse hi… tumse hi…
(with you… just with you…)

ah here "tum" refers to the goal you want to achieve, once you start achieving a goal you have set, you feels like singing with love in it. Don’t you? hah there goes.. and hah don’t be too dreamy..

raaste, mil jaate hain…
(I find my ways by itself…)
manzilein, mil jaati hain…
(I find my destinations, so easily now…)
tumse hi… tumse hi…
(it’s because of you… because of you…)

the best way to gain or lose weight is concentrate on how much weight you want to lose. It is possible to gain or lose 10 kg in two months but it is not healthy. So it’s important you keep a time line and then start to get fed up with your results.
its been a long time since I have been trying to gain weight, I have failed several attempts. I learned that the mistake I do is focusing on too many goals at the same time. Once I gain little weight I will lose it during exam time. When i realize all I eat goes to tummy I figured I have to do some exercises. But that was never given priority above the other goals I want to accomplish. If I have Jim in the evening, I may reschedule some other work for the same time. So most of the time the goal I set is never given much importance. Soon i gave up saying “never am i gonna do it ever”.

with thorough thinking one day i sat in front of a table and thought of the only one goal i want to achieve. i took a pencil and wrote how important it is to me. Then i read it thrice daily,it gave me an unshakable confidence to draw a mind map of things i have to do, set a time line. i learned to say "no" and managed my time well keeping a particular time for sports. i figured what sports are best for different parts of the body. And in three weeks time i can see the results which i can never imagine before.

All I am saying if you have love to achieve anything in life the whole world will assist you do it provided that you give a little effort. This is just the beginning.. once you try other goals one after other you will see there is nothing impossible on earth. just try achieving goals like learning a challenging language in a year, buying a beautiful house, working as a assistant chef in a restaurant, crazy they are, i know but it is challenging. aren't they?

Holiday blues

Enjoying playing piano at home..
here's one of the song i love..

They tortured him, the baby, the extent of thier cruelty.

whats the fault of the small child.8-month old, probably be crawling or be moving about by bottom shuffling. who would not have wanted a child? who would not have wanted to up bring a good child of their own blood?this is a question our mind will agree upon.

yet they tortured, murdered him, the extent of their cruelty. Are they humans? one day as a baby they started their life? God has given them senses, powers, hands and minds .They use their minds uselessly, their hands for the dirty,evil work. They are indeed evil,dump and blind. there is no justification for what they have done.Its just a disgrace and shame the world has come to this. The poor child with severe pain for the time being , survived from their ruthless hands by early death. God knows best.

Same type of incidents have been repeated in the history in United States.Arnold Ross,a 17- year old was arrested on charges of aggravated rape and first degree murder of an 8-year old child. Ross have been arrested previously for the possession of marijuana and cocaine. Is drug the source?

Infanticide, the killing of newborn with the consent of the parent, family or community. Infanticide as a reason of of shortage of food is common in traditional patriarchal societies. Disabled children usually killed for the benefit of the family. In almost all religions and countries condemns infanticide as a ruthless crime. "RESPECTFUL" killing called abortion also comes under infanticide. Neglecting the right to live in the world for other reasons, protective or respective measures they call it( MERCY KILLING). Are they able to predict the future?

To all those who have lost their loved ones..

i like this tune,sooooooothing..